Thursday, January 13, 2011

High School Dance

There is so much I wanted to do----I know I could have done better in track----I could have joined the play, asked XY out for a date----and stuff I wouldn't have done at some of those parties. Thank God, I get to do it all over again---today, I pray that I have the guts to go for it.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I'm Sorry

It felt really good to say I'm sorry to my self. I'm finding it liberating to do---I keep finding more things to apologize for. Each time I say it I feel lighter---like some actual weight is being removed from my Self.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

And the Answer Is---

What is bothering you today--what would you like to know more about---journal about it and see what happens---collages are a cool way to find answers too. Make a collage then over time look at it. Often the pictures, words that you randomly choose will offer answers and fresh ideas.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Break in the Action

Great game to play----and you get to discover your own. What do you use for your breaks? The cool thing about these is that we get renewed by taking new action---not stopping all together. Lately I'm developing an interest in cheese---fun, interesting, nice diversion, something new to learn, an added sparkle to my day---.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Bite Sized Love

Piece by piece-----what can we do today to open our hearts. Isn't that what this play stuff is all about anyway. I often can feel my heart closed---not on purpose, but years of trying to protect myself from disaapointment, rejection, fear of losing people I care about, fear of losing myself in them. Enough---its not worth it---I'd rather risk the pain for the love flowing freely.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Bite Sized Fun

I hopped over a puddle. That is always a blast. I flicked a little piece of paper across the room. I'm tapping my knee to a beat. I did a prank on my son. I turned up the volume on a Bad Company song......